In the season three premiere episode, which debuted today, Kardashian has an emotional conversation with her mother Kris Jenner about how she has suffered emotionally as a result of the rapper, particularly after their divorce. He also talks about his difficulties with West’s inconsistent online behavior and how trying to keep his kids safe has conflicted with wanting to be honest with his ex.
“I spent the whole morning having an anxiety attack,” Kardashian tearfully tells Jenner. “I felt like I couldn’t breathe all day. You know when you’re on the verge of tears, it’s like your throat is about to cry? That’s how I felt all day.”
Kardashian goes on to say that while she constantly speaks highly of West in public, she finds it unfair that he goes public with many of his private family concerns while airing his own grievances.
“Sometimes Kanye says to me, ‘Can I get approval for what you say about me on your show?’” he reveals. “And I’ll say, ‘Well, you just talked about me in this song, this song, this interview, this interview, and you didn’t ask my permission.'”
“For all the crazy things Kanye says about us, I never comment, I never post,” he adds. “I have to sit here and never say anything because I know one day my kids will appreciate it and I know it’s what’s best for them.”
The SKIMS creator goes on to mention how careful she’s been to portray West in a favorable light when talking to her four children, North, Saint, Chicago, and Psalm.
“And by the way, I’m the one that may be happening and I get in the car and every day the kids want to hear daddy’s music,” she tells Jenner. “I’m like, ‘He’s the best! Yeah!’ And I put it on and we’re singing and inside I’m like dying because I’ll be their biggest cheerleader for them forever and one day they’ll see for themselves and I’ll answer whatever they want.”
Kim Kardashian also tells her mom about the fake “protective” persona that West presents. “The one who does interviews saying that he is my ‘forever protector’ hurts me the most,” she says.
“I never say anything bad,” Kardashian continues. “I never say anything negative. If I say, ‘I’m exhausted’, I feel guilty about it. I’m fucking exhausted.
“For once, can everyone just fix their shit?” she asks emphatically, holding back tears. “So I can lose it, just once? I want to lose it once. I want to have a bad day and I can’t.”
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